Well, yesterday I went to the church, to say hello to my friend and his wife, and their son who was going to get baptized. I didn’t stay because I didn’t like church specially, but I hated more the fact that there were 11 baptisms in the same ceremony. That meant 11 families, a lot of people. I felt uncomfortable and went away.
I also saw too many known people, and that made me even more nervous. So, when I got back home, I was in pretty bad shape. I tried to play a game or do something, but I couldn’t. I just took my meds, ate dinner and went to bed.
Today I wasn’t feeling exactly perfect, but I was kind of better. Specially after taking an extra dose of magic pills. Later I tried to program a bit, I was having concentration problems, and I had to stop when I discovered a severe bug in one of the most important functions in a library that I thought was already finished - and now I can’t just fix the bug without rewriting the whole function. A small thing, but really bothered me a lot.
To sum things up, tomorrow I have an appointment with my doctor - he’s going on holidays, and is going to leave me with meds which aren’t really helping me enough. So maybe I’m not in a burn unit of a hospital with 80% of the body with third grade burns… But I’m not exactly happy either.
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Vaya… ¿11 familias? ¿Siempre ha sido así? Suena más a macroconcierto que a bautizo.
Así, alguien se tienen que estar forrando… Jo, odio cuando la fe se convierte en un negocio: bautizo = ropa cara, banquete, regalos…
¡¡Buf!!
Iñaki
Un negocio sin duda, pero algunos creemos en educar para luego poder dejar elegir, mi ama lo hizo conmigo y yo lo intentaré con Galder
